"You can always begin again."
It's a phrase I use often when I teach a balancing pose while we wobble, sway and, sometimes, place a foot back down. When we do, we can take a moment to feel the mat beneath our feet, take a breath and try again.
Balancing poses are a wonderful way to practice presence – it’s hard to have a wandering mind while we are doing our best to stay upright in tree pose. It can also open up a little pocket of generosity within us. Maybe last week tree pose felt seamless and strong while today it feels shaky. We’re not always picking up right where we left off the last time we did a pose. Instead, we’re meeting ourselves in the current moment. And whatever that is, we can practice an openness to where we are and begin again from there.
So, what might happen if we extended that same generosity we offer ourselves on the mat into the rest of our lives?
Back to music
About a month ago, I sat down at my piano after not having played for a year or two. Eager to get back into it, I opened a book to the last song I remembered playing, expecting to pick it right back up. My fingers glided over some notes and fumbled over others. I felt my frustration rise as I made mistakes and the melody felt awkward across the keys.
I had to slow down.
I wasn’t picking back up where I left off the last time I played the song. I was beginning again.
Like stepping down from a balancing pose after a big wobble, I felt the soft carpet beneath my feet and the smooth keys beneath my fingertips. I took a deep breath and looked at the song as if it was something new. I offered myself the grace I learned on my mat and with a smile, I started again.
I hadn’t failed at playing the song, I had simply changed since the last time I played it. When I gave myself space to be different and remember that I love the act of playing piano, not just the outcome of the notes, I could be with my experience simply as it was.
Begin again this September
September often feels like a big invitation to restart, whether it’s getting back into routines, getting organized before the cooler weather comes or coming back to the yoga mat at YCW. There’s a collective feeling of return in the crispier air as it breezes past us.
As we find out way back to our yoga classes, whether it's been one week, one month or one year since the last time we were there, we can offer ourselves the opportunity to begin again. Instead of trying to “get back” to our previous practice with expectations of how it will be, we can give ourselves the gift of generosity.
We can return to our bodies.
We can return to our breath.
And when we wobble, we can place a foot back down and start again.
An invitation to return
Stand somewhere you feel safe and supported. Take three deep breaths in through the nose and out through the mouth.
Bring your attention into your feet as they ground into the floor beneath you.
When you feel ready, shift your weight into one foot and gently lift the other.
Notice your experience.
Maybe you balance, maybe you wobble. Maybe your foot comes back down to the earth.
Whatever happens, begin again.
How does it feel to approach doing the action again without needing it to be different from the first time?
This is the invitation; a practice of generosity.
More opportunities to begin again
As we settle into a new fall season, YCW turns 39! With the start of its 39th year, the studio gives us a beautiful invitation to come back to the mat. Check out the YCW website to find all the practices that are waiting for you.
September is an invitation to begin again.
And after that, we can begin one more time.